Im Sorry....

this is a true story that happen on me...
It all start on a MSN chat....when i share some songs with her.....then dono how will talk about that i will wait for her for 5 years....then she say a lot things lah....then the tsunami thing again....my msn pm put count down to july 22....the 1st one to scold me is nic....say many thing lah....then the second one is her....we had quite a chat....bad one also....that day is sunday...monday exam chemistry.....sunday night i whole night cant sleep....then i sleep during exam....THX to a friend....saved replay for me to see....and i know what she want....
Everyting i do that related to her is something she don like to happen....i never thing about so far and thats why i fall....nearly break my legs....yesterday night....we used pm to chat....and about 12am she send me a sms....saying things....today exam physics....i keep on thinking back all what i have done....and i know im acting like a child....
Everything had gone wrong.....when we started that chat....
or should i say i will not respect people that are very close with me
and also don think what i said will hurt people or not....


I really wanted to say sorry in front of her....but i had done things wrong...no face to face her again.....i never knew that just a simple chat will heart people so deep....
"broken glass....when you stick it back,it still leave a mark"
now i know why we cant be together....not myself knew de....is she tell me de....and i agree that
because our thinking not same at all....im the opposite of her...
this post i wont delete....because it act as a reminder for me....
'NOT TO HURT,BUT TO HEAL'

Im really sorry for everyting that i had done....i know its too late....but i wish she can forgive me
Is this going to end??(our relationship)
OR JUST A BEGINING IN MY LIFE?....
SHE is a great friend....
SHE is also a best teacher for me....she tought me many thing in my life...
losing her as friend is like chop my right hand off....
losing her as gf(if) is like taking away my soul....

WHY IS SEJARAH A "MUST"SUBJECT IN SPM?

First of all,i dint mean to insult anything or anyone....just giving coment

They say studying sejarah so that we know our country better,right....but why must in spm?
moral....in spm...is correct,because when we go university we need moral....
but sejarah?we go university study sejarah?1 out of 1000 student do that
Example:student A and student B
student A get all C in SPM but sejarah A
student B get all A in SPM but C in sejarah
common sense,which student will the university choose?

im not saying that study sejarah not good...but just,why in spm have this subject?
if im not wrong,4 or 5 years before student form 4 and form 5 no need to study sejarah
but why now need?
if you are as a teenager,ask your friend,studying sejarah fun or just another BAG to carry?
if you are as parents or adult,ask your children,studying sejarah fun or just another SICKENING subject?

who ever see this can leave a coment...as refrence....

Exam Week @_@

Halo all...as you all know....tomorrow SMKL will start exam....haiz...i always last minutes just study.....so my result also last minutes de lah...haha.here is my exam time table:


12/5-EST
13/5-EST
14/5-Math2-Math1-Chemistry 3
18/5-Bm1-Bm2
19/5-Bi1-Bi2
20/5-Sej1-PJK-Sej2
21/5-Pm
25/5-Chemistry1-SVK-Chemistry 2
26/5-Bio2-Bio1-Bio3
27/5-AddMath1-AddMath2
28/5-Physics2-Physics1-Physics3

start today i everyday sleep with fear...until 29...haha.....wish everything go according to plan and don fail....
Wish me luck and hope God Bless