Im Sorry....

this is a true story that happen on me...
It all start on a MSN chat....when i share some songs with her.....then dono how will talk about that i will wait for her for 5 years....then she say a lot things lah....then the tsunami thing again....my msn pm put count down to july 22....the 1st one to scold me is nic....say many thing lah....then the second one is her....we had quite a chat....bad one also....that day is sunday...monday exam chemistry.....sunday night i whole night cant sleep....then i sleep during exam....THX to a friend....saved replay for me to see....and i know what she want....
Everyting i do that related to her is something she don like to happen....i never thing about so far and thats why i fall....nearly break my legs....yesterday night....we used pm to chat....and about 12am she send me a sms....saying things....today exam physics....i keep on thinking back all what i have done....and i know im acting like a child....
Everything had gone wrong.....when we started that chat....
or should i say i will not respect people that are very close with me
and also don think what i said will hurt people or not....


I really wanted to say sorry in front of her....but i had done things wrong...no face to face her again.....i never knew that just a simple chat will heart people so deep....
"broken glass....when you stick it back,it still leave a mark"
now i know why we cant be together....not myself knew de....is she tell me de....and i agree that
because our thinking not same at all....im the opposite of her...
this post i wont delete....because it act as a reminder for me....
'NOT TO HURT,BUT TO HEAL'

Im really sorry for everyting that i had done....i know its too late....but i wish she can forgive me
Is this going to end??(our relationship)
OR JUST A BEGINING IN MY LIFE?....
SHE is a great friend....
SHE is also a best teacher for me....she tought me many thing in my life...
losing her as friend is like chop my right hand off....
losing her as gf(if) is like taking away my soul....